Elite

she's my inspiration

 

 

   i can't blow a ballon :' (

You can't turn away the past is said and done 

If I’m honest, I’m glad you’re getting tired of it

I've never had someone that knows me like you do, the way you do

Love is the sweetest thing. Love never comes just when you think it will.

Aku suka
Aku rindu
Namunku keliru telah membunuh
Cinta dia dan dirimu


Oh Tuhan maafkan diriku
Telah melangkah lugu


Ternyata baru ku sadari
Sirnanya hatimu
Yang engkau simpan untuknya

this must be the worst day of my life



My first mistake was letting you into my life
My second mistake was allowing you into my heart
My third mistake was loving you more than i should,i really should know better
My fourth mistake was sitting with you,
While you're telling me that you can't do this anymore

POJOKAN !

Inside my ROOM !!
the best places ever..

BIG TREASURE
lemari agak besar yg memuat banyak
baju-baju saya

MAGIC TABLE

dan saya pun selalu rias rias
di meja 'ajaib' ini..
kenapa di bilang 'ajaib' soalnya selain ngaca buat
rias-rias,bisa juga bikin ketawa,saya suka pasang wajah aneh
kalo saya lagi sedih hahaha

CREASIOSO ESTETIKO HEIDOY

semua pekerjaan tentang kreatifitas saya tuangkan disini..
dari mulai kertas coklat = list birthday nya orang-orang,
styrofom biru tua = kumpulan foto-foto box
jadul sampai abad sekarang,
styrofom biru muda = jadwal->potongan foto ashton kutcher->
kertas ucapan ulang tahun->kalender->kartu spmb dll.
kertas di bawah topi = quotes->ticket nonton->gantungan spongebob->
cam toy teletubies->headband

THE SAGALA'S AYA
dari mulai buku mata kuliah,komik,novel,tempat charger,boneka-
boneka pemberian,lampu tidur,dvd player,radio the JADOEL (umurnya kira-kira
udah 30thn),CD lagu,alah 'sagala aya' hahaha

PERADUAN

naaah..ngga ada tempat paling enak di dunia selain disini..
mau ngelamun,boboan,bobo beneran,nelfon,smsan,
dengerin lagu,baca buku,apa aja semua mua mua nya bisa dilakuin.
tempat paling paling paling PW sedunia..
hahaha makanya saya selalu bangun siang kalo udah boboan disini
hehehe

MAKE UP..UP MAKE..

body lotion,deodorant,pelembab,parfums,sisir,bedak,
kuteks,tetes mata,kayu putih,hp (kecuali lipstick saya ngga begitu suka pake lipstick) ada disini,ini semua 'alat' yg buat saya
percaya diri pergi kemanapun haha

BESTIOSO MEJANYO PUNYA SAYO

meja belajarku sayang yg umurnya udah 20thn, kertas-kertas tugas
yg menemani mejakusayang ini..
ada tempat alat tulis, frame foto, kotak ajaib, senter dan lilin (karena saya SANGAT TAKUT GELAP sedia setiap saat) hahaha

calvin harris - worst day

My first mistake was ltting you into my life (Yes it was)
My second mistake was allowing you into my bed (Laying in my bed)
My third mistake was loving you more than I should
Oh, I really should know better
My fourth mistake was sitting with you,
While you're telling me that you can't do this anymore

This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
And it's true 'cos all I wanna do is be by your side (My life)
This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
And it's true 'cos all I wanna do is be by your side (My life)

I'm walking home and listening to MP3s
Just how did I let you decide to destroy me?
I'm missing you, it crossed my mind that our heart will bleed
The love that I have left behind is gonna finish me
It's one of those days

This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
And it's true 'cos all I wanna do is be by your side (My life)
This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
And it's true 'cos all I wanna do is be by your side (My life)

See yesterday I called her back
The day before I called her flat
It ain't working, break my neck
Still it ain't cut me my cheque
A week ago I did my thang
Three o' clock, I missed my train
Tomorrow I thought we could chill
There won't be, yes, you won't, I will
The moral of the story like I told my cousin Corey
You see Cupid he will stab you in the back like Jason Voorhees
So he's got smoking cigarettes and got me drinkin' 40s
And the doctor said take two, and he said call me in the morning
It's the worst day

This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
And it's true 'cos all I wanna do is be by your side (My life)
This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
And it's true 'cos all I wanna do is be by your side (My life)

This must be the worst day of my life (x2)
My life

Cinta Sendiri - Kahitna

Kahitna - Tak Akan Terganti

yg gini nih yg bikin "NGENA"

"I feel so empty,
and it feels like no one's there,
I'm a losing soul, 
the more i try it just gets harder 
and my pain is getting old,
Somebody said that nothing lasts forever" 




but, until when i keep and hide this feel?

Help, I have done it again 

I have been here many times before 

Hurt myself again today

And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame 

Be my friend 

Hold me, wrap me up 

Unfold me 

I am small 

I'm needy 

Warm me up 

And breathe me 

Ouch I have lost myself again 

Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found, 

Yeah I think that I might break 

I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

fashion street style dakota fanning

     

 HEY YOU!! i'm gonna say F*

bisa jadi jauh lebih baik

memang nya kalo cewe harus feminin?
"mungkin iya, karena di ciptakan seperti itu"


"tapi kalo saya kurang feminin gimana?
ada masalah hah? ada yg ke ganggu?
ada yg tersinggung? HAH? HAH?"


lagian saya itu NORMAL..!!!!
dan menganut kaidah-kaidah islam dengan tinggi..
jadi saya tahu, bagaimana saya melakukan sesuatu, tidak harus berpenampilan feminin..!
dan saya pun..
punya "akal, dan pikiran" yg mungkin lebih baik daripada cewe yg feminin,
punya "great attitude" yg mungkin lebih baik daripada cewe feminin,
punya "taste" yg mungkin lebih baik daripada cewe feminin,
punya "pemikiran bagus" yg mungkin lebih baik daripada cewe feminin,
punya "hati" yg mungkin lebih baik daripada cewe feminin
punya "sifat dan karakter" yg mungkin lebih baik daripada cewe feminin
punya "keahlian" yg mungkin lebih baik daripada cewe feminin
punya "kreatifitas" yg mungkin lebih baik daripada cewe feminin


ngga semua yg ngga feminin itu urakan, ngga punya sopan santun, bad attitude, ngga peduli, kasar, dan sebagainya !
tapi mereka itu bahkan akan lebih baik dar cewe yg feminin !!


bukan maksud hati untuk menyinggung semua cewe yg berpenampilan feminin, tapi beberapa dari kalian yg berpenampilan feminin, menganggap cewe ngga feminin itu lebih buruk dari mereka..
kita juga punya perasaan lembut seperti kalian,punya sifat keibuan seperti kalian,punya sisi feminin seperti kalian..


janganlah terlalu memandang seseorang seperti itu,karena belum tentu diri kita lebih baik dari seseorang tersebut, karena pada dasarnya memang semua manusia punya kekurangan dan kelebihan..


dan ingat,se feminin apapun seseorang tetap saja dia tidak sempurna, karena Tuhan menciptakan kita dengan segala keterbatasan..


#terima kasih